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For it is Very Sad to be Alone

The Tale of the Omnipotent Magician


 

Do you know why

Only old folk tell stories and legends?

Because legends are the cleverest thing in the world!

Everything in the world changes,

And only real legends remain.

Legends are wisdom

And in order to tell them, one needs knowledge,

And to see things others do not.

For that, one needs to have lived a lot.

That is why only old people

Know how to tell legends.

As is written in the greatest, oldest magical book:

“an old person is someone who has acquired wisdom.”

 

Children

Love to hear legends, because they have imagination

And brains to envisage everything,

Not just what others see.

If a child grows up

And still sees what others do not,

He becomes wise and clever,

He “acquires wisdom.”

And because he sees what others do not,

He knows that imagination is real.

He remains as a child,

“a wise child,”

As it is written in the greatest, oldest magical book

The Zohar.

 

There once was a magician,

Great, noble and goodhearted…

With all the attributes usually given in children’s books.

But

Because he was so goodhearted,

He did not know

Who to share it with…

He did not have anyone to pour his affection on, 

To play with,

To spend time with,

 To think of…

He also needed to feel wanted,

Someone to pay attention to him:

To look at him,

Well…

See that he too does not have,

That he misses,

Some attention from someone,

For it is very sad to be alone.

 

What should he do?

He thought:

If I make a stone,

Just a small one, but beautiful,

Perhaps this will be the answer.

I will stroke the stone

And feel there is something

Constantly by my side,

And we will both feel good,

For it is very sad to be alone.

 

He waved his wand—chak!

And in an instant

There was a stone exactly as he wanted.

He began to stroke the stone,

To hug it, to talk to it,

But the stone did not respond.

It remained cold

And did nothing in return.

Whatever he did to the stone,

It remained the same unfeeling object

 

This is unthinkable

How can the stone not respond?

Then

He tried creating some more stones,

And rocks,

Hills, mountains, land

The Earth, the Moon and the galaxy.

But they were all the same…nothing.

And once again he felt

That it is very sad to be alone.

 

In his sadness he thought:

Perhaps I should make a plant instead

A beautiful plant

And I will give it something, you know,

I will water it

I will give it some air,

Some sunshine,

Play some music for it,

And the plant will be happy.

Then we will both feel good,

For it is very sad to be alone.

 

He waved his wand—chak

And in an instant there was a plant by his side

Exactly like he wanted.

He was so happy that he began to dance around it.

But the plant did not move,

It did not dance with him

Or follow his movements

It only responded to what the magician gave it,

In the simplest way.

If he gave it water, it grew;

If he did not, it died.

It was not enough for the goodhearted magician,

Who wanted to give it all his heart.

 

What should he do?

For it is very sad to be alone.

He then created all sorts of plants,

In all sorts of sizes,

Fields, forests, orchards, plantations and groves,

But they all behaved in the same way

Like the first plant…

And again he was alone

In his sadness.

 

The magician thought and thought:

What should I do?

Create an animal!

What sort of an animal?

A dog perhaps?

Yes, a dog!

I shall make a cute little dog,

That will constantly be with me.

I will take it for walks and the dog will jump and prance and run.

And when I come home to my palace,

Not palace,

Where does a magician live?

A castle?

The dog will be so pleased that I am home

That it will run to greet me.

And we will be happy together,

For it is very sad to be alone.

 

He waved his wand—chak!

And there was a dog, just as he wanted.

He began to take care of the dog,

Fed it, gave it to drink,

Stroked it,

He even washed it,

And took it for walks.

But

A dog’s love

Is summed up in

Being next to its owner,

Wherever he is.

The magician was very sad to see

That even a dog

Who plays with him so nicely,

And goes everywhere with him,

Still cannot return

All that he wants to give.

A dog cannot be his true friend.

He saw that it cannot appreciate

What he does for it,

What he thinks,

What he wants,

And how much trouble he takes for it.

But that was exactly what the magician needed.

He also created

Fish, fowls, mammals,

All to not avail—

None of them understood him.

It was very sad to be alone.

 

The magician sat, thought and realized

That in order to have a true friend,

He must be someone,

Who will look for the magician,

Will want him very much,

Someone

Who will be like me,

Who will be able to do things like me,

Who will be able to love like me,

Who will understand me.

 

But to be like me? Mmm…

My partner?

My friend?

He would have to be someone

Who would understand what I give him,

Who can reciprocate

And do to me what I do to him.

Magicians also want to love

And be loved.

Then we would both be content.

For it is very sad to be alone.

 

So the magician thought:

Perhaps a man?

It seems like good idea.

He can be my true friend!

He can be like me!

He can love like me!

He will only need some help to be like me.

Then we will both feel good,

Because it is very sad to be alone.

But in order for us to feel good,

He must first feel what it is like,

What it’s like

To be lonely.

That it is very sad without me.

Then the magician waved his wand again—chak!

And there was a distant place

Away from him,

And in it was a man.

And the man

Does not feel the magician

Who made

All the stones, plants and animals

Houses, mountains and fields,

The sun and the moon, rains and winds, and so on,

All for him.

 

Aha!

An entire world filled with beauty and bounty,

Even computers and football,

That make him feel good,

And that there is nothing lacking.

 

But the magician,

On the other hand,

Continues to feel sad that he is alone.

 

Because the man

Doesn’t know that

There is a magician

Who created him,

Who loves him,

Who waits for him,

And who says:

We will both be happy together,

Because it is very sad to be alone.

 

But how can a man

Who is content,

Who has both a computer and football,

Who doesn’t know the magician,

Want all of a sudden to find him,

To know him,

To unite with him,

To love him,

To be his friend,

To be close to him?

And to tell the magician…

“Come!”

We will both feel good together,

Because it is very sad to be alone

Without you.

 

It is because

A man only knows what is in his vicinity,

What should be done,

What everyone does,

To say

What everyone says,

To want

What everyone wants,

Not to offend the elders,

To ask nicely for presents,

A computer, a football.

How can he possibly know

That there is a magician

Who feels sad to be alone?

 

But the magician

Is goodhearted

And constantly looks after the man.

 

And then

When the time comes,

Very quietly,

And very slowly,

From a distance,

The magician waves his wand—chak!

And calls the man's heart.

And the man thinks to himself:

Aha! I am looking for something

And he doesn't know

That it is actually the magician

Calling him,

Come!

We will feel good together,

Because it is very sad to be alone,

Without you.

 

Then

The magician waves his wand—chak!

And the man feels

Aha… the magician!

And he begins to think about him,

That together they will feel good,

Because it is very sad to be

Without the magician.

And another—chak!

And the man feels in his heart,

That there is a magic tower somewhere,

A tower full of goodness and might,

In which the magician waits for him,

And only there they will feel good,

Because we both feel sad to be alone.

 

But where is this tower?

How can he reach it?

What is the way?

He asks himself, puzzled and confused.

Well?

How can he meet the magician?

 

He keeps hearing “chak—chak”

In his heart

And he cannot sleep.

He constantly sees

Magicians and mighty towers,

And cannot even eat.

That’s what happens

When a person wants something very much,

And cannot find it,

And it is sad to alone.

 

But in order

To be like the magician,

Wise, great, noble, goodhearted,

Loving and a friend,

A man must learn to make wonders himself,

Just like the magician.

But in order to do this

 A wave of a wand—chak!

Is not enough.

This is something a man must attain by himself.

 

So, the magician

Secretly and subtlety,

Gently and innocuously,

Leads him

To the greatest, oldest magical book,

The Zohar…

And shows him the way,

To the mighty tower!

And the man rushes

To meet the magician,

To meet a friend,

And to tell him:

Come!

We will feel good together,

Because it is very sad to be alone.

 

Yet, there is a high wall surrounding the tower

And many guards repel him,

Not letting them be together

And feel good.

 

And the more the man surges

And moves nearer the tower,

The guards become more vigilant,

Stronger and arduous,

Mercilessly flaying him.

 

The man despairs:

The magician is hiding far away in the tower,

The gates are locked, the wall is high,

The guards are vigilant, pushing him back,

No one can pass.

What will happen?

How can we be together,

Feel good together?

Because it is very sad to be alone.

 

But every time he weakens and despairs,

He suddenly feels—chak!

And rushes to the walls again,

To circumvent the guards, no matter what!

To break the gates, to reach the tower,

To climb the rungs of the ladder

And reach the magician.

 

And then he can no longer bear it,

And he doesn’t feel a chak! in his heart.

He cries to the magician

From the bottom of his heart,

With all his pain:

“Why do you call me in vain?”

“Where are you?”

“I am alone!”

 

But if the man is patient,

Then from all the pushing and the beating

He becomes braver,

Stronger and cleverer.

He learns how to do magic

By himself.

How to invent all kinds of tricks,

Which only a magician can do.

And of all the things in the world,

What he wants now the most

Is to be with the magician,

To see his face,

Because only with him will he feel good.

Even if everything in the world were given to him,

Without the magician

He feels alone.

 

And then

When he can no longer bear to be without him,

The gates of the tower open, and the magician, his magician,

Rushes toward him and says:

Come!

We will be good together,

Because it is very sad to be alone.

 

And since then

They have become faithful friends,

Close friends,

Beloved friends

And there is no finer pleasure than that,

Between fellow men forever into infinity.

They feel so good together

That they never remember,

Not even occasionally,

How sad it is to be alone.

 

And whoever feels the

Chak! Chak! in his heart,

That the most important thing is to know the magician,

That only with him will he feel good…

For it is very sad to be alone.

 

 

Author: Rav Michael Laitman, PhD

 

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