{"id":11947,"date":"2025-12-13T17:56:05","date_gmt":"2025-12-13T17:56:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/staging.kabbalah.info\/?post_type=book&#038;p=11947"},"modified":"2026-01-25T16:37:37","modified_gmt":"2026-01-25T16:37:37","slug":"my-soul-shall-weep-in-secret-1-7","status":"publish","type":"book","link":"https:\/\/www.kabbalah.info\/en\/my-soul-shall-weep-in-secret-1-7\/","title":{"rendered":"18. My Soul Shall Weep in Secret \u2013 1"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I heard in 1940, Jerusalem<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When concealment overpowers a person and he comes to a state where the work becomes tasteless, and he cannot picture or feel any love and fear, and he cannot do anything in&nbsp;<em>Kedusha<\/em>&nbsp;[holiness], his only counsel is to cry to the Creator to have mercy on him and remove the screen from his eyes and heart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Crying is a very important matter. It is as our sages write: \u201cAll the gates were locked except for the gates of tears.\u201d The world asks about this: If the gates of tears are not locked, what is the need for the gates at all? He said that it is like a person who asks his friend for some necessary object. This object touches his heart, and he asks and begs him in every manner of prayer and plea. Yet, his friend pays no attention to all this. And when he sees that there is no longer reason for prayers and pleas then he raises his voice in weeping.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It is said about this: \u201cAll the gates were locked except for the gates of tears.\u201d That is, when were the gates of tears not locked? Precisely when all the gates were locked. It is then that there is room for the gates of tears, and then we see that they were not locked.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>However, when the gates of prayer are open, the gates of tears and weeping are irrelevant. This is the meaning of the gates of tears being locked. Thus, when are the gates of tears not locked? Precisely when all the gates are locked, the gates of tears are open since one still has the choice of prayer and plea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This is the meaning of \u201cMy soul shall weep in secret,\u201d meaning when one comes to a state of concealment, then \u201cMy soul shall weep,\u201d because one has no other option. This is the meaning of \u201cAll that your hand and strength can do, do.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I heard in 1940, Jerusalem When concealment overpowers a person and he comes to a state where the work becomes [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"parent":6231,"menu_order":0,"template":"","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}}},"topic":[25],"class_list":["post-11947","book","type-book","status-publish","hentry","topic-baal-hasulam"],"acf":[],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v25.7 - https:\/\/yoast.com\/wordpress\/plugins\/seo\/ -->\n<title>Kabbalah | 18. 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