{"id":12298,"date":"2025-12-15T22:43:54","date_gmt":"2025-12-15T22:43:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/staging.kabbalah.info\/?post_type=book&#038;p=12298"},"modified":"2025-12-15T22:43:54","modified_gmt":"2025-12-15T22:43:54","slug":"before-i-was-circumcised-1","status":"publish","type":"book","link":"https:\/\/www.kabbalah.info\/en\/before-i-was-circumcised-1\/","title":{"rendered":"352. Before I Was Circumcised \u2013 1"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><em>Heshvan<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It is written in the&nbsp;<em>Midrash<\/em>, \u201cBefore I was circumcised, passersby would come to me. Now that I am circumcised, they do not come to me.\u201d The Creator said to him, \u201cBefore you were circumcised, the uncircumcised would come to you. Now, I and My entourage come to you.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We should understand what the Creator replied to him, that He and His entourage come to him, since Abraham\u2019s wish was to observe the commandment to have guests.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We should interpret that in ethics, \u201ccircumcision\u201d means acceptance of the kingdom of heaven, and its purpose is to detach him from the&nbsp;<em>Klipa<\/em>&nbsp;[shell\/peel]. This is called \u201csevering and circumcising from the&nbsp;<em>Klipot<\/em>&nbsp;[pl. of&nbsp;<em>Klipa<\/em>].\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A person sees that before this, before he takes upon himself to work only for the sake of the Creator, the guests would come to him in a manner of \u201ccoming and going.\u201d A \u201cguest\u201d means the good inclination, since it comes after the evil inclination has already been residing with him for thirteen years. The custom was that the good inclination would advise him to engage in Torah and&nbsp;<em>Mitzvot<\/em>&nbsp;[commandments] in a manner of ups and downs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This is called \u201chaving guests,\u201d that many times a day he had states of ascent, admitting the guest many times. This is why it is referred to in plural from, \u201chaving guests.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He said, \u201cBefore I was circumcised, passersby would come to me,\u201d meaning they were always in a state of coming and going. Now that he has been circumcised, he waits for the guests to come but they do not come. To this the Creator replied, \u201cNow, I and My entourage come to you.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>That is, when we work&nbsp;<em>Lo<\/em>&nbsp;<em>Lishma<\/em>&nbsp;[not for Her sake], we do not need so much preparation in order to obtain ascents. With a small effort, we can observe Torah and&nbsp;<em>Mitzvot<\/em>, since the&nbsp;<em>Lo<\/em>&nbsp;<em>Lishma<\/em>&nbsp;is regarded as working along with the will to receive, and this work is natural, meaning it is human nature to work for himself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But when he comes to work in a manner of bestowal, since this work is against nature, the work that he was used to doing before is no longer enough for him, and he needs reinforcement. As long as he does not add in the work, he sees himself as worse than in his previous state. Therefore, he cries out, \u201cWhy have You done harm to this people?\u201d since now he has no guests.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And the Creator replied to him, \u201cNow,\u201d when he begins to work in bestowal, called \u201cfor My sake,\u201d \u201cI am calling on you the verse, \u2018Wherever I mention My name, I will come to you and bless you.\u2019\u201d Blessing means that he will be rewarded with the installing of the&nbsp;<em>Shechina<\/em>&nbsp;[Divinity]. This is called \u201cI and My entourage come to you.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>For this reason, you should know that you are now at a higher degree, so you need to make greater efforts in order to be worthy of having Me and My entourage, since \u201cAccording to the sorrow, so is the reward,\u201d for when we should receive a higher degree, we must make more efforts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>However, it is not as you think, that you are in a worse state when you took upon yourself to work in bestowal, called work&nbsp;<em>Lishma<\/em>&nbsp;[for Her sake].<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Heshvan It is written in the&nbsp;Midrash, \u201cBefore I was circumcised, passersby would come to me. 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