November 21, 1955, London<\/p>\n\n\n\n
To the students, may they live long,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I see that you are behaving with me with eye for an eye, meaning that if I don\u2019t reply to your letter right away, then you believe that you have already excused yourselves, and you can no longer write me. Indeed, you are right; it is all my fault that the correspondence is not so frequent. I pray that He will give me the knowledge to correct all of my faults.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yesterday I gave a talk before I went back to Israel, to the group of students of Rabbi Dessler. I told him the verse, \u201cRaba said, \u2018One should know in one\u2019s heart if he is a complete righteous.\u2019\u201d I said that repentance means that a person should return back to his origin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That is, since the essence of creation, which is called \u201cman,\u201d is the will to receive, and the Creator is the giver, and when a person returns to his root it is called \u201crepentance.\u201d How is repentance? It is as Maimonides says, \u201cUntil He who knows the mysteries will testify that he will not turn back to folly.\u201d That testimony appears in a person only once he has repented. Then he attains the upper pleasantness, meaning that the Creator places His Shechina<\/em> [Divinity] on him. A person who has repented means that he was rewarded with Dvekut<\/em>[adhesion].<\/p>\n\n\n\n This is the meaning of, \u201cOne should know in one\u2019s heart, in one\u2019s soul,\u201d meaning if he wants to know if he has already repented, he has the scrutiny if he\u2019s already been rewarded with the pleasantness of the Creator. This is the sign that he has repented, meaning that he\u2019s already working in order to bestow (See in the Introduction to Talmud Eser Sefirot<\/em>).<\/p>\n\n\n\n This is the meaning of \u201cSeek peace and pursue it.\u201d The whole dispute is only from the will to receive, and \u201cseek peace\u201d can be in the will to bestow. This is the meaning of what is written, \u201cAnd Israel sowed in that land, and he found a hundred gates,\u201d meaning one-hundred percent. This is precisely the quality of Isaac who had received from Abraham, as it is written, \u201cAnd Abraham gave Isaac all that he had.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n And RASHI interprets the Midrash, \u201cRabbi Yehuda says, \u2018This is Gevura<\/em>[strength or might],\u2019 And Rabbi Nehemia says, \u2018This is blessing.\u2019\u201d But they both referred to the same thing. Rabbi Yehuda speaks from the perspective of the work, that He showed him the place of work, which is precisely by overcoming, and Rabbi Nehemia speaks of the reward, where specifically by overcoming, one is rewarded with the blessing, and the blessing is one-hundred percent. By being rewarded with repentance from love, all one-hundred percent of the work is blessed, even the time of sins.<\/p>\n\n\n\n And one is rewarded with everything only by overcoming, called \u201cstrength,\u201d and each and every strength that a person elicits joins into a great amount. That is, even if a person overcomes once and gets an alien thought, and says, \u201cBut I already know from experience that soon I will not have this desire for the work, so what will I get now if I overcome it a little?\u201d\u2019 At that time, he must reply that many pennies join into a great amount, meaning to the general account, whether to the root of his soul or to the public.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Perhaps this is the meaning of \u201cThe gates of tears were not locked.\u201d Shaarei<\/em>[gates] comes from the words, Se\u2019arot<\/em> [\u201chair,\u201d or \u201cstorms\u201d], which is overcoming. \u201cTears\u201d comes from the word \u201ctearing,\u201d meaning that there is a mixture with other desires, and only in the middle of the desires there is a brief moment of a desire to overcome toward love and fear of heaven. \u201c\u2026not locked,\u201d but rather that moment joins into a great amount. When the amount is full, the person begins to feel the spiritual clothing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n This is the meaning of the importance of tears, meaning that even if he is in the lowest state and has base desires, but still has the strength to overcome, meaning that from the point in his heart he yearns and craves the Creator, then that force is very important. Thus, even when a person is in exile, when his point in the heart is placed under other governances, called \u201cDivinity [Shechina<\/em>] in exile\u201d for that person, for one moment he overcomes and sanctifies the Creator. And even though he is already certain, because of all of his experiences, that afterwards he will fall again, it is still very important that a person can say the truth openly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n This is similar to a person standing among criminals who are swearing and cursing the work of the Creator. And among them there are some who lecture eloquently and let you understand that there is no point to serving the Creator. But still there is someone there who cannot explain the value and the essence of the work so well, but he can make a few objections, meaning that he utters protests that what they\u2019re saying is not true. It is good that he disagrees, even though he is not as eloquent as the swearers. This is called the \u201cgates of tears\u201d, and it is called \u201cMany pennies join into a great amount.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Let us hope that the Creator will open our eyes and delight our hearts with \u201cSay unto Zion, your God is King.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" November 21, 1955, London To the students, may they live long, I see that you are behaving with me with […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"parent":6249,"menu_order":0,"template":"","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}}},"topic":[26],"class_list":["post-13478","book","type-book","status-publish","hentry","topic-rabash"],"acf":[],"yoast_head":"\n