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Spirit and Body
Introduction
Since the beginning of time man has been searching for answers to the
fundamental questions of being: who am I, what is the purpose of my
existence and the existence of the world, what happens after we die,
etc? The question about the purpose, the meaning of life heightens
daily human ordeal and suffering, bringing it to a global level – why
do we have to suffer at all?
Because there are no answers to these questions, the search continues
in all possible directions.
Ancient belief systems, now trendy eastern teachings are part of this
search. Humanity is constantly searching for a logical substantiation
of its existence; man investigates the laws of nature for many
thousands of years already.
Modern scientists are finding that the more they advance in their
scientific investigations, the more confusing and unclear the picture
of the world becomes. However, answers to the questions about the
purpose of this world and mankind’s have not yet been found.
Kabbalah as a science offers a method for investigating the world.
This method allows a person to develop the ability to sense the hidden
part of the universe. The word “Kabbalah” means “reception” and
expresses a human aspiration to receive the highest knowledge, to
sense the true picture of the world.
Spirit and Body
Actions of the Creator
The main goal of researching creation is to analyze the actions of
the Creator in order to learn how to act the way he does and to
acquire the ability to imitate His actions.
The acts of the Creator are called "governance" or "nature of
creation". Scientists also investigate the actions of the Creator
(they call them "nature", "laws of nature") pursuing the same goal –
to learn something in order to imitate the "wise" nature.
Everything that we do in our life – all is imitation of nature. All
the works of human hands or thought – technology, music, art –
everything is based on resemblance to nature.
Even the wildest fantasy is a consequence of our nature. We cannot escape
it. Anything that we are capable of creating is nothing else but the
development of something that is instilled in us already.
We cannot create anything new. Everything that we do is further actions of
the Creator, which He enacts through us. It just seems to us that we
perform actions ourselves. We are created this way: constantly acting as
directed by nature, we are absolutely convinced that we are carrying out
our personal desires.
The truth is that these are also the actions of the Creator. This is a
program of our development. All our "discoveries" are revelations of
things that already exist, but were concealed from us before.
Our physical body is like an animal's body. It is similar to all bodies of
our world and, obviously, does not have any spiritual property in itself.
Bodies, in our world, do not differ in terms of spiritual properties and
just change each other in the process of reincarnation.
If there is no qualitative, spiritual difference, then no matter how
different our physiological bodies are, spiritually, all of them are
considered to be as one body. The difference in the spiritual consists
of the difference in properties, qualities. It is because outer material
sheath does not exist in the spiritual realm.
For this reason, when a Kabbalist looks into this world, he sees one
representative of each species. But if a Kabbalist looks into nature –
through the prism of true spiritual properties – then his vision, which
distinguishes only spiritual properties, captures nothing in our world but
emptiness.
Physiological properties of bodies are identical. Say, if someone suffers
from a certain illness, then a physician treats this body the same way he
treats other people with the same illness.
In other words, our bodies are similar. Meanwhile, in the spiritual, one
body is completely different from the other.
Of course, all this holds for all objects of our world – all still bodies
are like one body; all plants are like one plant; all animals are like one
animal.
There is only one spiritual realm. It is the realm of properties that are
closer – further in relation to the Creator. The presence of the material
bodies – still, vegetative, animated – does not make a difference in the
spiritual realm, because here the difference is defined only in terms of
spiritual properties.
If a certain amount of bodies do not differ between each other, they merge
into one. According to this law of equivalence of form – whoever acquires
the qualities of the Creator merges with the Creator.
All the creation exists in this spiritual realm. It came into existence
after the Creator revealed Himself and is revealing Himself, to the degree
of similarity of form to Him. There is only He and we.
To the degree to which our properties are becoming similar to His, our
sensation of Him increases. Spiritual movement is inner change that occurs
when the sensation of the Creator becomes more or less evident.
We can say that the force of the Creator's Attraction operates in the
spiritual realm. This force attracts a person towards the Creator, to the
degree to which a person is similar to Him, and this is how a person moves
around.
These are consecutive, multi-graded movements. A person improves his
properties gradually: it is a process of inner realization and evaluation
of one's own properties as bad, followed by willful efforts to improve
them with the help of the Creator.
Receiving help creates a new property in a person. A person automatically –
according to the "law of gravitation" – occupies a new, higher level that
corresponds to a person's new properties.
The higher the degree of a person, the more common qualities of the
creation a person has. It is similar to our world, when a person – who
went through many states and acquired experience – gains experience of
many people. For this reason general is higher than particular.
This is why a person devoted to his nation is higher than man on the
street; a person devoted to the world is higher than someone devoted to
his nation. There is a difference between people devoted to their family,
city, nation, or world.
Birth of Properties
The birth of the new property in a person is like the birth of a human
body. At the beginning there is conception: one cannot grasp that property
or thought – it is wandering somewhere in a person, being an effect of
certain previous courses.
Afterwards, it starts emerging – it manifests itself through some other
properties, thoughts, until it is sensed as something of one's own –
existing separately, independently, as something that has been born.
This process is like the birth of a human being. At first, organisms of
mother and father produce certain cells that later merge together. A
certain new organism starts to develop and it is completely unaware of
itself – similar to an unrealized thought. Then gradually, this new entity
becomes increasingly aware of its own existence, separates itself from its
original courses, becomes self-conscious, and starts sensing itself.
These processes are inter-related: independence increases as one ceases
to be under the influence of parents. And on the contrary, birth is a
change of power.
Spiritual birth is when a person replaces his own power with the power
of the Creator: a person voluntarily submits to the rule of the Creator,
desires to act despite of his reason, and follows the wisdom of the higher
spiritual level.
Spiritual birth – appearance of the spiritual desires – happens like birth
on all the levels – intellectual or animated.
Until that moment, a person has no spiritual desires – he is under the
influence of his egoistical desires. Receiving from the above new spiritual
desires, replacing egoistical desires with altruistic ones, is called
spiritual birth.
It happens with the help of the Creator – the spiritual force that gives
birth to everything in all the worlds, including ours. Everything that
happens in our world is a consequence of the events in the Spiritual worlds
that descend upon us. It is said: “the fortune in the world above, related
to the grass in the world below, strikes it, forcing it to complete its
growth”.
Meaning, birth and further growth happens only under the influence of the
compelling, striking force from above. It is even more so when we talk
about the spiritual birth and growth - this process happens in spite of
our egoistical nature.
If not for the spiritual force of the Creator that compels from above, life
and movement would cease to exist in our world – all material
manifestations are consequences, manifestations of the spiritual forces.
When our eyes will open, we will see the Upper World; we will discover that
the corporeal does not exist. Everything is nothing but certain
manifestation of actions of the spiritual forces, which we see in their
material form for they appear to us so in our material senses of perception.
As we ascend spiritually and get closer to the Creator, ever higher forces
replace the previous ones, until we see that there is nobody and nothing
else but the Creator.
Acquiring the first spiritual property is called spiritual birth: a person
leaves this egoistical world and enters the spiritual world in his or her
inner sensations.
Appearance of a new, distinct property – that is different from properties
of this world – pushes a person out of this world to the level
corresponding to this property. This level is called the lowest level of
the spiritual world – Malchut of the World of Atzilut.
The first correction of a person is called a spiritual birth. After this,
a person starts his or her spiritual growth – correction until the full
equivalence of form with the Creator.
Spiritual Birth
A person can acquire altruistic properties and exit (liberate from)
egoistic ones, enter the world of correction and attain the first spiritual
property only when he or she is able to subdue any manifestation of his
egoistical qualities.
Naturally, such anti-egoistical forces do not exist in a human being. A
new spiritual force appears in a person only under the influence from
above; this force assists him in overcoming his natural desires.
Breaking free from the grip of egoism – the Pharaoh – is called liberation
from Egypt, exodus from Egypt, while acquisition of the new altruistic
properties is called entering the land of Israel.
The spiritual birth resembles a birth of a human being in this world: an
embryo inside of a mother’s body enjoys the environment that is most
comfortable for its development. Until our spiritual birth, we are under
absolute control of the spiritual force that develops us.
However, in relation to a creature per se, one can say that until his
birth, a baby exists in his mother's womb, darkness, without realizing
where he is, who he is; he cannot move or nurture himself. Everything in
him comes from his mother. Such is our state until the spiritual birth.
A newly born baby comes into this world the moment he reaches complete
pre-natal maturity. Unless he is born, leaves the place that was so
suitable until this moment, he will perish.
Thus, the best place turns into the most dangerous one. If he stays there
too long, he will die! This is why a mother herself pushes the fetus out.
A person can sense his egoistic nature and consciously exist under its
control - in Egyptian exile - only if he partially senses, as if from
“afar”, the “wind of freedom”, the properties of the spiritual world.
Unconscious and subsequently conscious stay in the Egyptian exile is one
of the mandatory stages of “pre-natal” period of person’s development and
is called Ibur (fetus) in Kabbalah.
Before being born spiritually, one must first feel as a spiritual embryo,
perceived as the birth of one’s spiritual desires.
Only after one is born spiritually does he receive the sensation and
realization of what it means to exist in the spiritual world: to breathe
independently, to receive from the Higher, to plead, to sense the Higher
as the begetter and guardian.
Subsequent development resembles the development of a newly-born human
being in our world: the Upper force meticulously guides him through the
spiritual degrees, and each forthcoming spiritual degree differs from a
previous one only in terms of an additional, new, corrected spiritual
desire.
Initially, man’s spiritual path consists of acquiring altruistic
powers-properties: he grows from Malchut of the world of
Assiya to Malchut of the world of Atzilut,
passing the degrees of 30 Sefirot.
During this process, one does not use his egoistical desires at all; he
only rejects them.
When one, in his properties, reaches Malchut of the world of
Atzilut it is said that one fully acquired his altruistic desires
–GE.
Later, being part of Malchut of the world of Atzilut,
one starts correcting his egoistic desires: rises his AHP to the
world of Atzilut, transforming egoistic desires into altruistic
ones: receiving pleasure in them for the sake of the Creator. These
corrections are performed gradually, in 6000 parts-steps, called years.
Final Correction (Gmar Tikkun)
When a person completes his corrections, he reaches the last degree, the
end of the entire correction – “Gmar Tikkun”.
The next degree that follows is called “Messiah” – Redeemer. The
light that a person receives from this degree is so strong that it helps
him to correct his very nature, transform the in-born egoism into
altruism, and changes the “stony heart” (Lev HaEven) into the
“living heart” (Lev Basar).
Then one rises to the ultimate degrees of adhesion with the Creator,
called 7th, 8th, 9th and 10th millennia. As Baal HaSulam writes, there
are individuals who attain these degrees while living in this world.
The article “Vision of Rabbi Chiya” in the Book of the Zohar
narrates how after the death of Rabbi Shimon his disciple, Rabbi Chiya,
could not understand why his teacher did not reach the final degree, the
final correction, Gmar Tikkun.
The answer is given in the same article: there is personal and general
final correction. Although the righteous men reach their personal final
correction, only general correction of all the souls will elevate everyone
to the qualitatively new, highest degree of adhesion with the Creator.
Emerging from the Darkness
When a person realizes that he exists in a dark, dead world and anxiously
tries to get out of it with all of his might and desires, he is born into
the new, spiritual world, much like a fetus whose level of development does
not allow him to stay in the mother's womb any longer.
But if a pregnancy (sensation of being under Egyptian slavery of egoism)
results in a pre-mature birth, that is, one is not matured enough, has not
acquired altruistic properties for independent existence in the new world,
it is considered that he is still-born.
In this case, a person is forced to continue this struggle with egoistical
desires (the war with Amalek, internal conflicts, Golden Calf worship,
sensing the new spiritual world called Sinai – from the world
"Sina" – hatred).
Passing the states of realization of Egyptian slavery and finally realizing
the need to come under the power of altruistic forces, one is still not
fully prepared to assume altruistic properties.
Despite being given the altruistic powers from above, one is still not
capable to take them on.
Still-born
Being still-born means that a person was not able to acquire the
spiritual properties, regardless of what was prepared for him or her.
A person does exit egoistic properties; however, he comes into darkness.
The spiritual shines, but there are tremendous obstacles ahead:
"Yam Suf" – "the final sea" (Red Sea), dry, lifeless dessert
(Sinai) – this is how a person imagines the spiritual world in his
uncorrected properties.
Although a person does receive the Upper light, he does not relinquish
his previous properties completely, which results in subsequent breaking
of the tablets, sin of the Golden Calf, and so on.
As Baal HaSulam writes, premature exit from the Egyptian exile became the
reason for all other exiles. But none of the Creator's acts is imperfect:
all of that will prove to be a necessary step for further mixing of the
altruistic and egoistical properties, required for their mutual
penetration, which, in turn, makes it possible to correct the entire
egoism.
Thus, on each step there has to breaking of the desires. For without the
breaking, mixing of these opposite properties in man, correction is
impossible. This is why mixing occurs on all the levels.
The process of birth is gradual, and contains many seemingly ill-fated
processes. We are lifted up a little - the spiritual seems desired - and
then let go – feel disappointment in the spiritual.
The desires get mixed so that the spiritual could enter into all material
elements, into the will to receive, into egoism to the extent that would
make it possible to correct the lowest, most distant from the Creator
desires. Only then do we achieve complete, perfect "Final Correction".
Birth
However, after genuine spiritual birth, a newly born person gulps the
invigorating spiritual air and the first spiritual sensations burst into
him.
Afterwards, he grows, as described earlier: first, he attains only the
desires "to bestow", GE, and then corrects and incorporates
AHP, the desires "to receive", applying the intention for the
sake of the Creator.
Receiving desires are corrected by following the commandment of loving
thy neighbor: when a person with his egoism loves "the neighbor" and not
himself.
There are three states:
1. "Will to receive" – when one loves just oneself
2. "No will to receive" – one wishes nothing for oneself. One still is
not capable of giving to the others: "neither to me, nor to others".
This is a certain level of correction: a person does not want to take
advantage of his or her egoism.
3. "Will to bestow" – one loves the other as oneself.
When a person renounces egoistical desires, thoughts about himself, he
wants nothing. Afterwards, when his eyes open up and he sees the Creator,
he starts feeling love for Him.
As in our world, a newly born baby falls into the loving hands of his
parents, who ensure his safe and necessary development, so does a newly
born person in the spiritual: each spiritually born person finds himself
in a certain spiritual environment, called 600 000 caring souls, forces,
which have qualities that help a newly-born to survive and develop in the
spiritual realm.
Ascending, a person feels that everything but him is corrected.
The Secret of Past
Man's nature is such that he is always turned towards the future, his
further growth, progress. His path seems to him as rising "from down
upwards"; he relates to each future state as greater, better that his
present state today.
Man is created in such a way that he always aspires towards his next
condition as a better one in relation to his previous one.
And because man is created as aspiring towards the future, he is unable to
perceive and sense the states that precede his physical birth.
He also is unable to sense how any desire is conceived in him; he has no
idea what is the origin of that which constitutes his "I".
The degree that begot a person, the preceding spiritual state is called
"fathers" ("forefathers", "father and mother"). This highest degree gives
birth to certain properties in man.
But how can a person embrace the degree from which he receives all the
desires and where, in other words, his future lies?
Suddenly, a person has a desire to achieve something: he suddenly feels an
urge to receive, find out, or understand something. However, this thought
is an upshot of the desire descending onto him. This descending desire is
what gave rise to a thought in him to commit a certain action, attain
something.
For this reason man is like a book which lacks the first half of the pages.
And "reading himself", investigating himself with his uncorrected,
"earthly" properties, we are not able to understand anything about
ourselves – not just the past, but also the future, although it seems to
us that we do.
Foreseeing the Future from the Past
Those who enter the spiritual have an advantage of seeing the future, for
they attain their past. They also acquire a possibility to attain the
original causes of that which compels them to develop, determines their
current condition, their "I".
Attaining one's spiritual parents, one becomes fully aware of his current
degree, can look at himself from the side, becomes objective.
The entire advantage that people who attain the spiritual, Kabbalists
have is that they see their conception from the Creator down to our
world; they climb the same ladder down by which their soul descended
into our world.
Kabbalists start sensing their previous "I" and gaze into the future.
Only if a person attains his spiritual root does he really see both
himself and also what awaits him in the future. Without this attainment,
he sees nothing ahead of him.
Desires in a person change all the time, and this is because his
spiritual root, directing him towards the goal, is constantly renewed.
Man's growth is the growth of his screen: our ability to advance in
spite of, above common sense. The spiritual growth is the desire to move,
to progress on your own, and not because of a pressing need.
We can look back only for the purposes of investigating our previous
state so that we know how to progress further: not to justify our
laziness or non-action, but to acquire knowledge and later carry on in
defiance of it.
A human being encompasses everything created by the Creator: the worlds,
Sefirot, angels and our entire world exist inside of a human
being. However it seems to us that we sense everything from outside.
In reality, nothing exists outside of us but the Creator, Whom we do not
feel. We sense only His various influences upon us, thanks to which we
attain ever deeper layers of ourselves.
These stages of attainment of ourselves are called Sefirot,
Patzufim, worlds, and they exist inside of us. That which exists
outside is the illusion. This illusion is so great that it is impossible
to picture something opposite, reverse.
Our senses give us an inverted picture: that which in reality exists
inside of us seems as if existing on the outside, while outside there
is only the Creator.
Internal is Felt as External
How does the sensation that there is a surrounding world occur in us?
We, so to speak, exist inside of the Sefira of our sensations. The
Creator "pressures" us from the outside, while we, existing inside of our
Sefira and balancing the external pressures, perceive and react
to Him in our senses.
As the internal pressure collides with the pressure from outside, the
image, the picture called "the world" emerges. We conceive this picture
as existing outside, while in reality it exists inside of us.
All the measuring instruments are built according to this principle:
they measure not the influence itself, but their response to this
influence.
We will not be able to attain the external world because it does not
exist. Our entire science grasps only the way in which we perceive the
Creator. But although we attain just ourselves, comprehending the entire
picture only inside of ourselves, this gives us a sufficient account in
order to exist in this very picture. This is because the Creator,
building this picture inside of us, acts on us according to this
picture.
Whatever we sense is the most suitable and necessary sensation for our
development. The question "How can a person in this world evolve
spiritually?" is irrelevant.
The fragment of the Creator that a person senses and calls his world is
exactly what he has to sense at a given moment, and so he should act
specifically in "his own world".
That which we sense every moment is the best possible sensation for our
spiritual development!
Our subjective perception ensures that we comprehend all the surroundings
in a way necessary for our existence. We sense the others and understand
their intentions, and this makes it possible for us to exist in the
company of the alike.
However, the level of sensation and understanding depends on our level
of development. We can draw an analogy with a radio: the wider the range
of frequency, the more waves can a radio catch.
We can understand the other people only from within our self-awareness.
Only after we find the characteristics of the rest of the world inside
of ourselves will we be able to apprehend the surrounding reality.
And if one never experienced a certain sensation (for example, a
headache), one has no way of imagining what it is. This is why we differ
from the inanimate, vegetative and animated levels of nature in our
degree of inner development.
To Find the Creator Within
In order to apprehend the surrounding reality, up to the Creator, we
have to investigate our properties, as it is said: "I will find my
Creator Within". Man is deliberately built this way, so that he could
attain outside of himself. Otherwise, he would not be able to correct
"the entire world" through himself.
Yet what we cannot comprehend is our own origins, all that happened
before we became aware of ourselves, before this thought occurred: how
did it occur; from where did this desire descended down to us?
We do not have an accessible language to express the reason of receiving
the particular properties of our "I".
The words descended from above downwards, drawing further away from the
Creator's light, and the light weakened in order to create a human
being, who would start to exist in a complete alienation from the
Creator and would reach the full adhesion with Him.
The entire preparation for the emergence of a human being is called "Back
side". We have no sensation of it whatsoever, because these are the
highest degrees of the Light descending from the Creator down to our
world – the lowest degree.
Only Kabbalists attain these levels of the precipitation of Light as they
climb them from down upwards and describe them in their books. Those
who ascend attain their own conception, and therefore become more and
more aware of their Origin and themselves and attain their own future.
The Secret of Conception
What does it mean to comprehend the secret of conception (Ibur)
of the entire universe from the original thought of creation and up to
its final goal?
The entire creation, from the beginning to the end, all of its properties
and path is contained in the Light, emanating from the Creator. Receiving
this light in the process of our development; we comprehend the secret
of the universe.
As we climb the steps of the light's precipitation, evolving spiritually,
we attain our past, our Origin at each step.
The higher we rise, the more we attain from our "past". This is because
everything happens following the same path: from above downwards descend
Sefirot, Partzufim, and the worlds, and later, from down upward
ascends a human being, until he reaches the adhesion with the Creator.
The Creator reveals all the "steps of the descent from above downwards";
however, development from down upwards, attainment of all the degrees
from the lowest (our world) to the highest ("The Final Correction") is
not revealed, because only correction of the souls can make it possible.
At the time of the final correction of all of our desires, our true
egoistic desire – Malchut – will reveal itself to us. We do no
feel this tremendous desire "Lev haEven" (stony heart) until we
correct all the other, initial 288 desires. We are not able to endure
the suffering that accompanies it, nor are we able to correct the desire
itself.
Advancing, we sometimes feel a black abyss opening in front of us,
which is called "the shining of Malchut". This is a reverse
shining of the real Malchut.
This desire will not manifest in us until the final correction. It is
concealed from us so much that we cannot even imagine it. Only when it
is completely corrected and filled with the light, do Kabbalists become
worthy of attaining the face of the Creator: the full revelation of the
light in the entire Malchut.
Prophesy and the Highest Wisdom
There are two types of attainment: prophesy and the highest wisdom.
It is said: "A wise man is preferred over a prophet". This is because a
wise man receives with the help of the screen, and this becomes his
individual, deserved attainment, which he can control. To the extent
of his degree of attainment, he is "a partner" of the Creator: he
himself gives birth, builds the degree to which he ascends and inhibits.
Meanwhile, prophesy is revelation from "above", a gift. The Creator opens
the eyes of a Kabbalist, who then sees and comprehends: but only owing to
the Creator, and not on his account.
Conception and Growth
From the moment a seed falls into the ground, it starts discharging its
previous form, properties. Full seed is called a parent to a
disintegrated seed, which decomposed in the ground and lost its former
properties.
What is left out of a previous form is only energy, potential of a future
newly-born. A full seed had plenty of properties, an entire world,
minerals, proteins, etc., but the program of development is the only
thing that remains of it and gets transformed into a new form.
The only thing that remains of a preceding stage is its energy not
clothed in any form: the seed used to have both properties and form,
but what is left is its essence that we cannot grasp. Previous form is
completely destroyed.
Until there is something of the past, it is called an embryo, descending
from above downwards.
When it reaches its final point, discards its previous form, and begins
to grow and evolve, this already represents gradual development from
down upwards, up until the attainment of the very degree from which it
descended: the degree of its parents.
Being born into our world, a person is still an embryo spiritually. He is
considered as existing inside of his spiritual parents; spiritually he
is not born yet.
His physical development does not imply his spiritual development. None
of the physical actions, rituals or customs corrects a person, elevating
him spiritually. Hence, he who does not correct himself through the
Kabbalah studies is called "Domem": "not evolving spiritually"
(lit. spiritually inanimate).
As the desire for the spiritual ascent is instilled into a person from
above (if this happens), a person develops an urge to study authentic
books, starts looking for guidance, the real Teacher; he becomes more
aware of himself and the wickedness of his nature.
In our sensations, we perceive the process of realization of our own
pettiness as negative: like rotting of a seed. But if we gradually curb
our egoistical properties and plead for correction, we break away from
our "I".
Until this state, a person is said to be an embryo inside of a mother.
But the moment he receives the power from above that frees him from
being a slave of his egoistic nature, he is considered to be born.
The moment of birth is the moment of receiving from above the power to
rule over one's desires and subdue them for the sake of spiritual
progress. From this moment one starts to ascend from down upwards,
climbing the same degrees that his soul passed, descending from above
downwards.
Attainment of this lowest condition is the first step of our advancement
towards the spiritual, and although our development is directed upwards,
towards the Creator, at first, in our sensations, we seemingly draw away
from Him.
We feel this way because we reveal, sense inside of ourselves
increasingly lower egoistic qualities. In parallel to it, we are shown
meagerness of our own power, our complete absence of desire to turn to
the Creator for help. The revelation of all these factors gives us a
possibility to be born spiritually.
General is Identical to Particular
The person who feels that he has knowledge, that he himself knows and
understands how to lead his life, to study, is yet to undergo the
development from above downwards. And only afterwards, can he embark on
the path from down upwards.
Until we reach the lowest point – a complete realization of our egoistic
nature – we travel the path of the realization of our own evil (being
influenced by the forces that compel us to develop this way), called the
path of suffering.
Being affected by these forces, in every generation, each of us through
his or her suffering gradually (consciously or not) realizes and accepts
the pettiness of our egoistical nature. By this we draw closer to the
goal of creation.
But how long this path is! For the final point of this path is the
realization that egoism is so destructive that the only way to avoid
suffering is to renounce egoism completely. This part of the path is
called "realization of evil" (Akarat haRa).
We can speed up our development, to undergo this process, by correcting
ourselves with the Upper light (the path of Kabbalah), if we aim at
correcting ourselves through the path of Kabbalah instead of the path of
suffering. The difference between these two paths is that Kabbalah
greatly accelerates our spiritual development.
The more one aspires upwards, the clearer he sees how low he exists and
descends even lower, the quicker he "rots", like a seed, in his own eyes
and, after being born, starts to "sprout".
At the beginning, we do not realize that our urge towards the spiritual
comes from above - but how else could this urge emerge in egoism! And so
we desire the spiritual only because we don't know what it is; for
spirituality is death, a complete antipode to egoism, our current nature.
As we are unable to put our hand into fire, so we are unable to make
ourselves receive altruistic properties – they are so adverse to us. But
egoism itself pushes us towards the spiritual (also because it feels
pleasure only from the Light).
Egoism Kills Itself
How can egoism bring itself to its own demise? Why does a person pass
from "Lo Lishma" (for his own sake) to "Lishma" (for
the sake of the Creator)?
At first, it is impossible to assume "Lishma" voluntarily.
Thus, "Lo Lishma" is created on purpose, and we can lie to
ourselves that we act not for sake of our egoism, although in reality
egoism is what helps us to realize our pettiness and weakness and
"gently" brings us to "Lishma".
Hence it is said that the Creator begot two angels – good and evil
inclination – and both of them bring a person to the Creator.
But until the very moment of discarding our egoism, we believe that this
is impossible – much like a seed: until it disintegrates completely, it
cannot acquire a new from. Until there is something of the past state
left in a person, he is considered as descending from above downwards.
And only when nothing is left out of previous desires, does the ascent
from down upwards begin. The last, lowest state is instantly replaced by
the ascent upwards.
Our impure desires, called Klipot (shells) awaken in us desire
for the spiritual. They are a necessary part of creation without which
we cannot progress.
Impure forces in particular are telling us: "It is worth acquiring the
spiritual! What do you have in this world? Small pleasures. In the
spiritual world, delight is billion times greater, real, and eternal!"
This is what our Klipot are telling us! This way, they help us
embark on a spiritual journey, and afterwards change its goal and reach
spiritual purity.
Two Angels
When we start to comprehend the general picture of creation, we sense
immense perfection. Sensing this perfection is the greatest pleasure
of all.
Pure and impure forces, the angels of the Creator, two opposite systems
of pure and impure ABYA constantly "polish" a person, as hands
polish a pea.
In our world, our egoistic desires crave for pleasures of our world, but
when a person enters the spiritual world, instead of craving for earthly
pleasures, he develops a desire to receive the Light itself, the pure
delight for his own sake, for self-gratification.
Correcting this urge, a person ascends even higher, but here again the
impure forces, Klipot supply him with an even greater egoistical
desire to receive the Light for his own sake. And again, he melds this
desire into altruistic one.
And so he grows, moving "on two legs". Impure forces help us to ascend.
The Creator begot nothing that would harm a person: everything is
created for his benefit. However, there is no Commandment to love the
impure forces.
We can either love or hate something only by virtue of its benefit. At
the moment we love Klipot as they give us pleasure. When we
will see that they drive us away from a huge reward, we will perceive
them as our enemies.
The desire – pure or not – is evaluated by a person himself. And only a
person himself measures his own desire. Today we still don't regard the
desires for earthly pleasures as impure.
This is our entire life! We love these desires and delight in them;
thanks to these desires we feel pleasure from micro-dose of the light,
the spark of light "Ner Dakik", which we call "life".
We can speed up our downward path, our prenatal development, only by
aspiring upwards. This is the only means for speedy "realization of
one's own evil".
One can receive strength and desire, the correct direction, search for
the true goal only from authentic Kabbalistic sources and under the
guidance of the real Teacher.
Committing each act in life, we should think "Why I am doing this?"
That is, we become aware how coarse, egoistic, weak-willed we are, and
crave only petty pleasures. Precisely these unpleasant sensations
accumulate in us and induce "deterioration of seed", from which
eventually sprouts a new creature and grows from down upwards.
This lowest point of our development is called in Kabbalah "the point of
our world". And only when a person reaches in his sensations the lowest
condition, can he sense this point.
This is called that he exists in "Our world". When he reaches it, he
immediately receives the Creator's response, ensuing his growth while
sensing of the Upper world.
The Law of Development
If an alien came to our planet, then looking at a newly born calf and a
human being, he would conclude wrongly that a calf is a more evolved
creature than a human being. The same goes for everything: we cannot
comprehend anything without knowing all possible states of the subject
of our investigation: from the minute it comes into the world till the
time when it completes its development.
We perceive everything only through our sensations, representing a "black
box" that is filled exclusively with that which enters it through our
five senses. Thus, in order to investigate something we first have to
know ourselves completely; we have to realize the limited nature of our
senses and distortions that they bring into environment.
Most importantly, since we are not able to comprehend our previous
states initially, we lack the ability to know ourselves.
Since we do not understand the reasons behind the events, we are unable
to comprehend our present or future states. Yet a Kabbalist, climbing
the spiritual ladder, becomes an active part of collective
Malchut, Shechinah, or creation and therefore attains his
previous (preceding birth) states, and goes beyond the limitations
of time.
However, even when a person attains the spiritual degrees, he remains
partially limited in his ability to comprehend. And this happens
regardless of the fact that each part of creation contains properties
of all other parts. One is unable to attain all phenomena through his
own part: he does not see the consequences of numerous phenomena, for
he hasn't yet attained the reasons behind them.
Many causes remain invisible because these previous states, yet not
encountered in one's ascent-return upwards, are still in the state of
conception; one hasn't reached the degrees that gave birth to the laws
and properties that remain concealed from him.
Say, a person attained a certain degree. It follows that from this degree
and lower he can understand the beginning and end of actions. This is
called the level of his achievement. A person in this world does not see
anything from the past specifically because he hasn't attained the future
yet: has not attained his spiritual states.
"Objectivity" of our sensations in this world amounts to our consent to
call a certain perceivable light as, say, red, or a certain flavor as
bitter. Our language, derived from our sensations, is not objective for
it does not allow us to compare our subjective sensations.
In order to compare two sensations, the sensations of two individuals,
these sensations have to exist in one person who is comparing them.
Only then will he be able to contrast them (but again – subjectively!).
Since we attain everything inside of ourselves, we must know ourselves
from the beginning to an end. We can comprehend the surrounding reality
only through ourselves.
Any given event evokes no reaction in us unless we experienced something
similar to it. Without tasting the grief, we will not understand the
grief of the other. Our perception is conditioned by our previous
feelings, experience – that which we sensed inside of ourselves.
This is why without attaining our previous ("pre-natal") states, we
cannot attain ourselves. And we must attain ourselves, for otherwise
we would not attain the entire creation.
Only by starting to ascend the same degrees through which our soul
descended do we comprehend our properties.
We attain not because we ascend; rather, ascending, we attain our
previous "descending" degrees, go into our past. This way, we see our
origins.
No Man Knows Himself
In order to know any object completely, we need, in essence, to know its
negative, evil properties and manifestations. This is because the only
thing that was created is the will to receive pleasure, egoism, or evil.
To fully know an object, we must discern the greatest manifestation of
the egoistic desire in it. Then we will be convinced that we reached the
depths of nature, the primary essence of this object.
Thus, to discern the essence of something means to behold its negative
properties. And since a human being is not capable of seeing the negative
in himself, he is unable to know himself.
Why are we not able to see evil in ourselves? This is because our egoism
does not allow us to be aware of it. Our essence is the will to receive
pleasure. Absence of pleasure makes us suffer.
We are unable to suffer by our own volition – this is above our nature.
If we agree to obvious suffering, this is because we expect a reward
greater than suffering we are ready to endure.
In other words, ultimately, we receive pleasure as a reward for suffering.
Moreover, if we see pleasure in something, we are unable to
simultaneously see negative and harmful for us. And since all pleasures
are brought to us by our egoism, egoism does not allow us to see it as
evil.
But if we perceived egoism as evil, we would develop a desire to get rid
of it. However, we, on the contrary, say: "This person wants to be a
great scientist, a great actor; or she works a lot; he takes a good care
of his family, loves his children!" We praise manifestations of egoism
and try to find positive aspects in it. While negative aspects we attempt
to hide from ourselves somehow.
This is why people buy such theories like communism, charity: this
impresses egoism: "I will be content"; "People will care about me";
"I will feel good and safe". This is an excellent cover for egoism! We
don’t want to hear negative things about egoism: it is unpleasant and
makes us suffer.
Pleasure Conceals Evil
Everything that we see as negative in the others, we try seeing as
positive in ourselves. We see only good in people whom we like. In people
we disgust, we see only evil.
Children-and-parents is an excellent example: each parent sees only
positive in his or her child. Try pointing to something negative and you
will earn yourself an enemy. You pointed to something that is true,
objective. However, egoism apprehends that what is pleasant, not what is
objective!
Every bit of evil that we sense is perceived as pain. Thus, even if we
know in advance that this is evil, we disconnect our senses, trying not
to hear; we disconnect from evil that is shown to us. And this happens
automatically.
We are unable to bear the truth about ourselves. Psychologists call this
"defensive mechanism of body", while Kabbalist – "defensive mechanism of
egoism".
Hence, the law: "the source of pleasure is not perceived as evil". And
only as a result of prolonged experience does a person begin to realize
that the seeming good is actually evil. It takes months, years for a
person to realize this. As well this realization requires memory and
special qualities of consciousness, in-depth exploration of self. And
not everyone is capable of this.
Our body is built on pure egoism so that it understands that pleasure is
followed by payback, that it is necessary to experience punishment, which
creates a conditional reflex on pleasure: the sensation of subsequent
suffering, up to the point when any available pleasure is perceived as
evil beforehand.
Kabbalists, attaining the highest degrees in their full scope, become
worthy of complete attainment of these levels inside of themselves, which
is called "the soul".
"The soul" is the spiritual vessel (Kli) filled with the Light.
We can comprehend Kli through the Light that fills it, as it is
said: "In thy light I will behold light". When the Light comes, we see
both our positive and negative properties in regard to the properties
of the light.
This is because we can attain an object only by comparing it to its
opposite. And only the Light, if it appears, can illuminate our negative
properties for us.
The Soul – Attainment of Adam
We already mentioned that the worlds are first attained from above
downwards: at the beginning, we attain so-called "descent of the souls".
Afterwards we attain from down upwards the degrees of drawing closer to
the Creator, the attainment itself.
Rising to the next spiritual degree, a person first attains the descent
of his or her soul from above downwards, his previous state, in which he
exists till his spiritual birth. This state is called "Ibur –
fetus" (Ubar – the spiritual fetus, Ibur – the process
of birth).
In other words, rising to each new spiritual degree commences with the
state of "Ibur" in it, although it happens differently than when
the soul descends unconsciously, by the Creator's will and force. Rising,
a person consciously with all his might and prayers ushers himself into
the state of "Ibur": the state of complete submission to the
spiritual rules of that degree, complete subordination to the laws that
are revealed to him at that degree.
If, despite the obstacles of his egoism, a person agrees to follow the
rules of that spiritual degree, he turns into a fetus within the Creator
at that degree. And later he is born and evolves, until he outgrows that
degree and enters the state of "Ibur" at the higher degree.
And this way, at each degree he gradually starts assimilating it from the
state of "fetus" – complete submission to its laws.
After a person becomes "a fetus", he continues to evolve: instead of
being forced to submit to the spiritual laws, he voluntarily accepts them
as his properties instead of egoistic ones. Meaning, instead of earlier
organs of his spiritual body, egoistic desires, he acquires new organs –
altruistic desires. In them, he receives the soul, the Upper Light for
the Creator's sake. This is already called attainment from down upwards,
the true attainment!
Until a person is capable of only accepting the laws of a given degree,
but does not acquire its desires, properties, his state on a given
degree is called "fetus", Ubar. This happens at each degree.
But the moment he starts fulfilling the laws of that degree independently
and acquires its desires, he is considered to have been born on that
degree.
Fetus is "dissolution" in the desires, properties, and laws of a given
degree, which in this case is called "Father and Mother" (Abba ve
Ima). And when a person acquires the properties of this degree, he
becomes as big as this degree, and immediately starts sensing a new Upper
degree.
The same path repeats again: a person starts building from himself an
embryo of the Upper degree, which becomes his "Father and Mother".
The Degrees of Soul's Descent is its Birth
All the degrees through which man's soul descends from up downwards are
called birth of man's soul. But only by acquiring an independent desire
of the Upper degree is a person considered to be born spiritually.
Embarking on Kabbalah studies, a person enters the period of realization
of his own evil. We start this journey from "Lo Lishma", egoistic
aspirations.
We desire to attain the Creator, to receive spiritual pleasure aspiring
to the spiritual egoistically. Each of us starts their spiritual
elevation from being dissatisfied with this life; otherwise, how could
we engage our egoism in anything?
That's why by extracting a little part of the light from objects of our
world and shining with it from afar, without being clothed into any
specific object, the Creator instills in a person an egoistic urge to
achieve pleasure from the spiritual.
Thus, a person aspires to the spiritual egoistically. However, ultimately
egoism is what helps us to exit it; egoism works against itself.
A person tries to substitute one egoistic goal for the other. This is a
preliminary stage of developing a true desire.
Naturally, spiritual development is carried out from above, by the Upper
objects, called "Abba ve Ima" (Father and Mother). This stage
of our unconscious development is called "Ibur". This is an
unconscious "Ibur" of our world. In the spiritual world, a
person enters the state of "Ibur" consciously.
Reward that is 620 Times Bigger
A person who exists in his physical body, gradually receiving all
additional desires of Malchut of the world of Infinity,
correcting them, has to attain the same utmost degree from which his
soul descended into this world; he has to attain this degree while being
in the body.
This way, a human being reaches the 620 times bigger adhesion with the
Creator than his soul used to have before descending down and clothing
the body.
This gain in particular is the reason for creation of all the worlds.
Thanks to correction of egoism, in particular, we attain the spiritual
620 times more than when we were born into this world.
Nothing disappears in the spiritual: if we rise to a certain degree, our
soul, traveling the path from up downwards, exists in the state where
it was at prior to descending and being born into this world.
This is why now past (before birth) and present spiritual states exist
on the same degree simultaneously.
Both of these sates exist in a person. But now a person has a screen on
all his once egoistic properties. With the help of the screen, in
particular, a person can become aware of his previous states and thus
fully sense, taste the light filling him.
A person can become aware of his own conception that he previously was
unaware of. This is the essence of independent attainment.
Because now a person possesses new properties, he senses the Creator 620
times more. Prior to this, a person existed at this very degree in the
state of Ibur, had no Kelim to be aware of his own state.
In contrast, now thanks to egoism (working with it on the path of ascent,
fulfilling the 620 commandments of this level) a person acquires a
possibility to see, discern 620 times more.
But we should not think that our world's function is completed with a
spiritual birth of a person, his ascent to the first spiritual degree,
that after this our world loses its value and meaning.
On the contrary, the spiritual degrees reveal themselves through the
objects, garbs of this world. Though them a person starts sensing the
spiritual categories that exist in them. This is why our world appears
transparent to him.
He starts seeing the rest of the worlds in the same "perspective",
uniting and blending them in his perception, in his activity, and in his
attitude. The level of attainment of this unity indicates the level of
his correction.
Spiritually, a person becomes higher than this world yet he acts through
it. There emerges an opportunity to make use of our world. For this is
exactly the purpose of creation: being in this world and from within it,
man has to attain the Creator.
Our world is not a level that has to be forgotten once you pass it. All
the work is done specifically though garbs of this world: through family,
society, all the environment. This is why a Kabbalist is not some sort of
a person who renounces the entire reality. On the contrary, a Kabbalist
is a person who is most connected with it.
The Development of the Soul
From the moment of birth and beginning of the spiritual movement from
down upwards, gradually evolving spiritually a human being passes the
same processes, ascends the same levels as did his soul descending down,
although it happens in a reverse order: from down upwards.
By studying the descent of the levels from up downwards in Kabbalah, a
person arouses as if in himself an urge to repeat these processes, albeit
from down upwards. The surrounding Light is awakened in either case, for
it relates to the degrees regardless of the fact that a person himself
has not attained these degrees yet.
A person does not move: in his internal sensations he passes, traveling
in an opposite direction, all stages of his creation -- but now by
himself -- creating himself.
He creates himself and a screen for his desires, yielding all degrees
inside of himself. As a result, he gradually attains the Creator 620
time more than did his soul before clothing the body.
So, what a great possibility is given by the Creator to us! A human
being becomes more of the creator as if of his own condition, than the
Creator himself!
Attaining each degree, a human being apprehends the original cause of
his condition and discovers that the Creator prepared everything in
advance. And the apparent sensation that he attained this degree himself
was instilled in its properties when it descended from up downwards.
Such is the perfection of attainment: on one side - a human being, on the
other – the Creator! Action is interchanging and inseparable: a human
being does everything; the Creator does everything. And later, they
merge at each spiritual degree to which a person ascends.
Kabbalah calls this two-fold perception of a human being -- that
everything depends on the Creator and simultaneously everything depends
on a human being -- "governance of HaVaYaH – ELOKIM", double
governance.
On the spiritual degrees, double governance merges in man's perception,
as do the notions of time: the states of sensing past, present, and
future. However, self-awareness, being aware of one's "I" remains.
Our language has no words to describe this spiritual sensation, which has
no analogs in our world. This is because in our world there are strictly
defined cause and its effect.
Thus either a human being or in the Creator can act as the cause, but it
can never be that everything depends only on a human being and at the
same time everything depends only on the Creator. This contradicts our
reasoning: "Everything depends on me and at the same time everything is
pre-determined". Only after freeing oneself from the "earth" can a human
being understand that there is no contradiction in this.
Development Explains Conception
As these two paths – from up downwards and from down upwards – are
absolutely identical, by realizing on ourselves the path from down
upwards, the spiritual development from down upwards, we can understand
the path of descent, the creation of worlds and souls from up downwards.
This is why Kabbalists, realizing on themselves the spiritual degrees
from down upwards, describe to us the descent from up downwards.
Kabbalists do not describe to us their own path because they wish to
describe the acts of the Creator in relation to entire creation. And
throughout his or her spiritual development, the one who attains, draws
from these descriptions the methods and assistance for their spiritual
elevation.
Exiting his egoism, his world, the human being finds himself in the
spiritual world of Assiya,; later, raises to the world of
Yetzira; later, the world of Beria; until finally it
reaches the world of Atzilut. This resembles the four stages of
the appearance of fruit, from sowing to full ripening:
1. until the moment it is considered a fruit – the world of
Assiya
2. edible, but has no taste and brings no pleasure – the world of
Yetzira
3. taste appears – the world of Beria
4. taste and all properties manifest completely – the world of
Atzilut.
Two Paths of Development
Everything that exists in creation in general, also exists in each of its
tiny parts. Thus, all the properties and laws that apply ascending or
descending the levels of ABYA worlds have a place and manifest
in each of their small parts.
The utmost degree is called Father, reason, the Creator. The lower degree
that he yields is called his son, branch, effect, or creation.
Descending from up downwards results in the birth of the lower from the
higher on each degree, to manifestation of creation that is independently
aware of itself, to separation of creation from the Creator.
The meaning of the descent of the worlds is as follows: gradually
distancing from the Creator, the worlds facilitate gradual emergence of
creation which senses itself as completely independent.
Climbing the spiritual levels leads to the opposite result: developing
spiritually (which implies an increasing similarity with the Creator)
creation attains its root, Father, becomes like Him. Each part of
creation (human being) individually and the entire creation in general
undergo this process.
Studies – Imitation of Nature
Looking at everything that was created in existence, we -- in accordance
to what is written: "Created for us to correct" -- discover that
everything was created for our deeds. In other worlds, the surrounding
reality is created only so that we would mold creation; add to that
which is already created.
Our action in existence is called correction of creation. Our goal is to
bring creation to the complete correction.
And specifically because it is written: "Created for us to correct", we
have to believe that all that was created, was created for us, for our
deeds; that everything depends only on us, on building a screen. Our
role in creation is to complete our development by imitating nature.
Everything that unfolds from up downwards, starting from the world of
Infinity, from the Creator Himself to Adam, breaking of his soul,
emergence of our world, until manifestation of physical bodies in this
world, and the moment a person realizes that the meaning of his or her
existence is a certain goal of the Creator - all these stages of
creation's development represent the preliminary conception in the Upper
degree – from up downwards.
Later, our spiritual "prenatal" development commences -- until the moment
when we become spiritually independent in our acts – to the extent of
the screen that we acquire. It is not that we become independent from
the Creator; rather we become independent from ourselves, our small
initial egoism.
Receiving independence is called spiritual birth. Later, we start our
development climbing the spiritual ladder.
All our future states-properties exist inside of us, as do all the phases
of its future development exist in a seed being put into the ground.
We just need to create necessary external conditions for successful
development of a newborn. These external conditions needed for
development are what we must create for our soul. Only then will it
begin to evolve.
This is our work. We create nothing new; everything exists inside of us;
and we only have to unearth the spiritual degrees inside of ourselves,
by learning to imitate the spiritual nature.
Moreover, as a human person grows, he starts seeing a true picture of the
world: the world becomes transparent, through it he sees all the worlds
as concentric, dressed into each other; he sees how all of them
gradually hold back (each its own) portion of the Creator's Light, and
thus through them the Creator appears to us in images of our world.
However, to the extent of his spiritual development, behind the objects
of this world a person sees the spiritual forces.
Attainment "from up downwards" teaches us how to ascend "from
down upwards"
Development that we have to undergo after we start our spiritual birth
is, in essence, repetition of nature's acts which we see inside and
outside of us.
To climb the spiritual rungs means to become similar to them in one's
properties. The entire growth of a person consists only in becoming
increasingly similar to the nature of the upper degrees, up to reaching
similarity with the Creator Himself.
For in everything that we do we only imitate nature: paint manufacturing,
sounds, transportation means, management, all our knowledge and sciences –
all is a sum total of our information on the environment already revealed
to us.
All technological advancements that seem to be totally disconnected from
reality are but camouflaged imitation of nature.
But that which we call nature is only a small fragment of the immense
picture which exists in reality and reveals itself to the one who
ascends.
We do not see the full picture and therefore cannot reproduce it now. A
comprehensible part of nature is perceived inside of us, while an
incomprehensible part of nature remains outside of us. But this is
exactly what we have to gradually reveal to ourselves. And this is
called evolvement by imitating nature.
As does development of mankind in a framework of this world, so does
spiritual development of a human being amount to imitating nature that
is revealed in front of him.
Life and Pleasure Contradict Each Other
Looking at the structure and functioning of nature (both of an individual
object and also in general), treating all creation that we sense as a
unified system, we see that everything is created with a certain purpose:
to ensure existence, functioning, and evolvement.
And the structure of any object is so internally logical -- the
connections in any biological creature are so marvelously precise and
intertwined -- that in investigating a living organism we basically
cannot find a single defect.
Moreover, if we see any loss, we understand from our previous experience
that this is just a lack of our present understanding of how perfect
the functioning of this system-organism is.
And this is why, as a rule, all our interventions into nature are
followed by bitter punishment in a form of historic circumstances,
distorted personalities, and disasters.
And it makes no difference whether we intervene into inanimate,
vegetative, animated or human levels of nature. It seems to us that we,
at least, have a right to intervene into the human level – ourselves.
However, not knowing and naturally, not following the laws that define
functioning of human being, by intervening we also harm ourselves.
And this is why for centuries we take a punishment for this. This,
basically, is the path of suffering waiting for us if we do not proceed
by the path of Kabbalah.
Hidden Perfection
If we were able to see the entire picture of existence, including
ourselves, in full scope, we would find no deficiency. We would realize
that for our total well-being we just have to follow the laws of
existence instead of inventing the new ones that “seemingly define the
functioning of society”.
But since we do not observe the laws of existence in their full scope and
do not find inner strength to go by faith above reason (as a means for
curing egoism), we continue to serve our egoistic mind and constantly
make mistakes both in our intervening into nature and in ourselves.
As far as the Creator goes, everything is created in complete
perfection – but only until we are born.
We can observe a striking difference between the way in which the Upper
governance prepares, meticulously and caringly, for the birth of each
kind, its initial development, during the first stages after birth, and
the struggle for life that each kind is forced to endure later on just
in order to survive.
It is as if nature that foresees everything suddenly cancels its plan,
and subsequent development of an individual is left up to him.
This change is so sharp that the reason for which nature created a human
being with such a great care is concealed even from him - the crown of
creation.
As if this priceless bio-material, this prolonged path of development,
is lost in vain just in order to break the entire logic of laws and let
our organism develop on its own.
We see that each system, organ or cell in our organism functions in a
purposeful manner, and all the systems operate in an optimal way.
We are able to see the precise purpose in the functioning of each organ,
cell or molecule. If we do not yet know this purpose, it is clear for us
that we haven't revealed it yet. However, we are unable to answer what
the purpose is of this entire living organism – this is concealed from us!
We see a paradox in a surrounding reality: everything is created
according to the most perfect laws which we do not know. Why did nature,
so thoughtful of everything, make us unaware of these laws? By not
knowing them do we annul all of its efforts to create a perfect organism?
We only partially understand the laws of creation and their logical
completeness. However, we do not see any logic in the governing laws,
the laws that bring a human being to the purpose for which he apparently
was created.
On a global scale, we also do not see the purpose of the existence of
the universe; we do not know causes and meanings of all that happens at
the cosmic scale, in the countries, nations, and within any of us
personally. The most important things in the surrounding reality are
simply concealed from us.
A Newly-born mankind
General consists of merging of particular and thus resembles it. And
because there is preliminary development and subsequent birth of
particular, an individual, the same happens when general is born as well.
And as there are special conditions for prenatal development of a fetus
and later, parents’ love and dedication (thoughtfully instilled in us
by nature so as to guarantee the development of a newborn), the same
goes for the human society as a sum of individuals: society is born and
develops according to identical laws.
As far as a fetus is concerned -- he is inside of his mother -- it does
not matter whether only nature is responsible for its development or if
the mother herself takes care of him. So strong are the instincts that
nature implanted in parents to ensure that its plans will continue to be
implemented.
Beforehand, the Creator created all the worlds, made the soul descend
through them up to our world, created there living father and mother
whom he gave a desire to bear children, love their future child, and
gave them a set of other egoistic desires, thanks to which they enjoy
themselves for the sake of a third person, a newborn egoism.
We see that a birth is continuation of internal development. This is not
yet a beginning of man’s development. He is still under the influence of
forces of nature, descending from up downwards.
When does a human being start to develop by himself; when does he begin
his path from down upwards; when is he born spiritually? Only from the
first independent spiritual movement. In general all of that applies
to the society as well.
If we imagine the entire humanity as a newly born baby, then what has
the Creator prepared for him in place of caring parents? The common law
“love thy neighbor as yourself” which the Creator established as the
basis for society’s spiritual development.
According to the thought of the Creator, this law has to perform the
duties of “Father and Mother”. If the society does not observe this
altruistic law, the entire society, as orphan, suffers and advances
towards its own destruction, replacing societal formations and regimes.
This is how the society gets ready for receiving the spiritual
fulfillment.
Where can a society find devoted parents? Each individual has to find
parents in surrounding people, telling himself that he is one out of a
million, and the entire million in relation to him are his loving parents.
If society functions as father and mother, giving birth to each member
of the society and caring about him or her as if he were its own child,
members of the society -- and the society in general -- can progress
spiritually up to the level of correcting itself with the Creator’s
Light. Then they will fully achieve their predestination.
But until members of a society build their environment in this manner,
each member resembles a newborn, who lost his father and mother and,
naturally, dies spiritually.
And if the society consists only of those who perished spiritually, it
is also spiritually dead and, naturally, cannot provide spiritual
guardianship to any of its members.
Society – power of the Creator
The society is not merely a gathering of individuals; it is the
Creator’s Power. In the society, the Creator instilled an opportunity
to bring its members to the ultimate spiritual development.
This does not have to be an actual state; it could be a small closed
society. Everything depends on what goals it sets for itself and what
principals it follows.
If the group cannot act as a caring parent towards everybody for the
sake of the adhesion with the Creator, such a group dies spiritually,
and later disintegrates physically.
Various communes that emerged at different times of history set a perfect
example. The only reason for their downfall is that even if they took
upon themselves an obligation to care for each other, as described above,
the goal of their entire set-up was safe, egoistic co-existence and not
adhesion with the Creator.
A tireless spiritual force that we call nature or circumstances pushes
us towards the purpose of creation: “drawing closer towards the Creator”.
If we correct ourselves, then to the extent of our correction, we make
independent steps, wishing for the same as the Creator.
Until a spiritual object matures and applies its own efforts in moving
towards the purpose of creation, the compelling force of nature makes
him advance, and this force is very cruel. This path is called the path
of suffering.
This compelling force forces us to care about health, sleep, eat, get
married, bear children, love and educate them. And there is nothing we
can do with it – the desires are born is us regardless of our own will.
But not until a person, through Kabbalah studies, starts realizing the
goal that is set in front of him, and subsequently wants to attain it
himself, can he consciously accept it and plead with the Creator to give
him strength to achieve it.
Instead of developing in a natural way, when a person starts consciously
to fulfill part of that which in the past nature forced upon him in such
an implacably cruel way, he undergoes sweeping changes himself. Such
development is called the path of Kabbalah - towards the purpose of
Creation.
By making first conscious steps towards the purpose of creation, a person
frees nature from the functions of supervision and work upon him;
instead, he himself performs inner work. Materialistic-egoistic
suffering is replaced by the spiritual suffering – an aspiration
towards correction for one’s own sake, and later, for the sake of the
Creator.
The longer a person works on himself independently, exerting efforts in
Kabbalah study, adhesion with the group of other students, with the
Teacher, the more functions he will be able to take away from nature in
its work upon him, until he becomes completely free from its compelling
influence.
Each degree that a person passes represents part of work that was “taken
away” from nature. The spiritual degree indicates the ratio to which a
person agrees with the Creator, or in other words, he himself fulfills
that what he is destined for.
But if the society aspires towards unity in order to receive pleasures,
such a society has no right to exist, for the goal of the Creator is
replaced by egoistic goal.
Being born into this world, a person continues his prenatal spiritual
development. This prenatal development commenced when his soul descended
from the Source of all souls in the world of Infinity, passed all the
degrees traveling from above downwards, up until its spiritual birth
in one of its lives in this world.
Human being completes creation
The Creator created the imperfect.
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What is the purpose of the imperfection of His creation?
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How can we complete that which He did not finish?
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If we are the only creation created by Him, it follows that indeed
we have to make ourselves?
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Can we make, correct, complete or change ourselves? For all of that
requires power that is bigger than given to us – the uncorrected
ones – by our nature?
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How can we know what exactly the Creator left unfinished in us?
Apparently, in order to answer these questions, one should know what He
created. Thus, the first stage of “correcting” ourselves comes down to
knowing what is made by the Creator, that is, know our egoism. And this
stage is called the realization of evil, getting familiar with oneself –
the only creation.
The Creator has no need for any work of man. Yet, He deliberately
created creation incomplete, so that man has a possibility to complete
his own creation.
The Creator had to leave some part of creation work up to a man. He
Himself “allegedly” was not able to accomplish this instead of a man.
And this is because a human being, correcting himself, acquires certain
capabilities, Kelim, aspirations, desires that originally the
Creator did not manage to create in him. And that’s why all that the
Creator was able to do – He did. The necessary part of work that only
creation-human being is able to carry out He had to leave in the hands
of man.
In regards to the Creator, this in particular speaks about His perfection:
He succeeded in creating such an imperfect creature and at the same time
gave it an opportunity to attain perfection by itself.
But in our world, observing the Creator’s deeds inside and around of
himself, man sees them as imperfect.
This is because he does not see the end of creation, - manifestation of
the entire perfection, both created by the Creator and carried out by
man. Being unaware of the final state, one cannot judge about
intermediate states, as in the case of alien who mistakenly assumed that
a newly born calf will become Napoleon, while a newborn baby would
remain worthless.
All negative properties that we see around and inside of ourselves –
all of that is exactly what was created by the Creator, because He
created nothing but egoism.
However, after creating egoism, us, He left it for us to be corrected.
He did this deliberately, because only through our work will we be able
to reach His degree – the degree of the Creator.
The rest is created in a form of automatic systems similar, for instance,
to a digestion system. But the part of creation entrusted to man, not
on any account can be completed by the Creator.
And precisely the fact that the Creator created the entire existence,
restricting His participation in it at the end of correction, speaks
about His perfection.
We do not understand that it is much harder for the Upper to restrict
their actions -- no longer give -- because bestowing is His nature.
Able to take and receive easily, we are unable to give. But to go against
bestowal and that which exists in it is unimaginably harder.
In our world this can be compared to the state of the mother who, due to
some circumstances that are beyond her control, deprives her baby of bare
necessities. Such a state of the Creator is called “suffering of
Shechinah”.
We must understand that the Creator restricted His presence at a certain
place not by His “good will”, but because He wanted to give us a
possibility to attain His degree. And our attitude towards all that is
negative should be based on this, and not to critique or to disregard.
We must understand that all that is negative is created deliberately and
with even greater effort that all that is positive - it is created for
our immediate participation in the creation process.
Since the Creator desires to delight His creatures, for Him to restrict
His presence, conceal Himself, and thus create suffering is repulsive to
His properties.
Justifying the Creator
Why the righteous men are called righteous? It is because they concur
with the restrictions of the Light, the absence of the Creator. That is,
they accept an opportunity to do work which the Creator left for them in
creation and which they have to bring to completion, perfection. This
way they justify “imperfection” of creation.
The place where a person can participate in the creation process presents
the best, most effective opportunity for delighting the Creator from that
which He accomplished.
What is human being doing in creation? He creates from himself
similarity of form with the Creator. What does “the Creator” mean? A
tiny, slightly higher than I spiritual degree is sensed by me (if it is)
as the Creator. This is because it truly brought me to life and rules
over me all the time. I receive everything that exists inside of me and
what happens to me from it. This is why a higher degree is always called
the Creator in relation to a lower degree.
The moment a person attains this higher degree, becoming similar to his
Creator, he instantly senses an even higher degree as the Creator.
Ascending this way, a person reveals the Creator more and more.
What does it mean to climb from one spiritual degree to the other? My
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