Egoism Is Finally on the Verge!
Question: In "Preface to the Wisdom of Kabbalah" Baal HaSulam writes that in our world the receiving desire materializes in its entire, adequate, desired form. What is it desired for?
Dr. Laitman's Answer: For correction. Otherwise why would it need to descend down the ladder of the spiritual worlds? Moreover, on the lowest level it went through life cycles over and over again until taking on the adequate form in our time. Even in our world the development happens "according to schedule," and now in the 21st century we are starting our ascent back up. Our current state is the desired, adequate form.
This point was instilled in us from the beginning of creation and we had to reach it. Now is exactly the beginning of man's or creation's birth. Until now there was no creation. There was just desire, which developed according to a set program in order to reach a specific state where a point of freedom emerges, the point of our independence.
Question: We are talking about a fully formed egoistic desire, but the "desired form" sounds like a positive thing.
Answer: Of course, this is a positive state. That is exactly how the Torah defines the deadly egoistic desire that has accumulated its full might. This is where creation begins because now it can form, express, and sense itself.
As long as a person doesn't feel that he is evil, completely opposite to the Creator, as long as he doesn't realize the entire horror of being in this position, he won't be able to work on himself. Therefore, in the boundaries of the process of correction, this is a good state because it leads to the formation of a human being.
However, if you suppose that "goodness" is when you feel good, fine, go ahead and feel good. But this is purposeless. In a goal-oriented state a person feels his opposition to the Creator, and this is exactly what motivates him to act.
From the 4th part of the Daily Kabbalah Lesson 05/24/11, "Preface to the Wisdom of Kabbalah"